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haiZ!!! What is that?

This thing has been two weeks in my face. I had seen a doctor before, and finished all the midicine. But my situation is even worse than before. So I decided to do scans.

The report explain there is a 3cm x2.1cm x 1.6cm, density mass cystic mass in my left cheek, located along the anterior margin of the left masseter muscle, anterior to the masticator space. i don't know what the hell is that!!!

It's really make me pain like hell@@@

I asked the doctor what is that actually, the doctor also confused the answer. I asked him,is it that is tumour? He asked me go back eat the medicine 1st, see whether the medicine can cure it or something else, i'm really don't know how serious the thing

in my situation now. I just know the thing won't threat to my life~

After the doctor said, If the medicine doesnt work after 1 week,

then i have to do the operation on my face or take out the shit thing from inside my mouth!!!!OMG,ARE YOU SERIOUS MAN?!!! I don't want!!!T.T~

All the things are really wear on me!!!!

Why? Why that unfortunate things have been around me!!!
Grandpa, don't leave us!!!!
I wish I could go to the hospital accompany him.
He still in the operating room.
The doctor said that his chance of survival is not what we expect~
WTF!!!! I don't believe the truth when I got their call!!
I'm alone at home now,my heart is heavy.
Whom can I talk to?
I'm looking at the computer, I can't sleep, I'm really sad!!!
GOD~please bless him..

PhuTUre niGht

hang out with some crazy friends..~might to see u all next week

~we burn the dance floor again,ok?!!haha

HEllo,pOliCe coMe!!!checking checking!!!!

I 'm a good girl,that's why the urine test is negative.

hehe~what i mean is i'm really lucky,thanks GOD!!!!

I can finish it.Believe it or not?

Hello mummy?Did you see me on tv3 or ntv7??


Oh my babe,please calm down!!!!don't run here run there!!

NOTHING!!!Just want to show my (hole)!!!!

police come lu~..bibo,bibo,bibo!!!

Yesterday got operasi at some where club. . There are NTV7 and TV3 reporters came to the scene. Lols, i forgot to bring my wallet come out. Fortunately, the police didn't ask too much,only asked me to write down the ic number, address and name. We are forced to do the urine test, what the HELL, we are very nervous, Y?Emkeke(because sometime we are good girls and boys).The most special thing is that one of the girl fighting with a policewoman,the scene was rioted ,we didn't know what is the going on, but it is very excited. haha~ Congratulations!!!

wHen It iS GonE...

Time of day by day,finally i learn to give up something. In fact,when some of the people really give up someone, for their love and everything for them, it will become a strange feeling...Maybe forgotten. Maybe confused. May not be feeling. Complex as those in the past. Perhaps sometime we can recall those images, those smiles, those tears ,but it is difficult to recall once had feelings. It disappeared from the memories ~
I didn't miss him.I wonder that i have forgotten what the feeling of miss him.
Everything was in disappeared. .
i wish i can remember that way that i love him,
that kisses that he kiss me,that smell that he has,
that smiles that he always smile to me ,that tears because of our love...
I don't know how long i can remember, maybe..

I've never thought of giving up easily because of a lie.
But the story is his beginning is a lie. . . but in the end of the countless lies.

Lies make him lost everything ,lost himself, and lost our love..

SATurdaY NIt3 (POLICE UNIFORM)

BB Tammy n Me

Fion&ME

MunMun&ME

Fion&Jess

We are running these function again on last Saturday. i'm very lazy description, see pictures la~