Mc learn to Rock

2011的开始:(

2011-02-21T06:18:00.003+08:00

很久已经没在post东西了。不是人在忙，是在忙着谈恋爱。但这次又分手了。猜不透，男人一定要很多女子在自己的生活中才能叫做满足吗？连自己的女人也给不了什么那有资格去满足别的吗？我没硬着说是他的错，可能我也有错吧。因为我们根本就是不同世界的人，但我知道却放不了手。我明明知道他是这样的人但我却默默忍受。忍受到这一天。是我自己犯贱吧。他的好，我很感激。他的坏，我接受不了。整整一年了，我又模糊了一年。简直是个笑话。。。我不知我还在期望着什么，一直以来。我都逼自己很坚强，但这次却觉得伪装得很累了。我已不像以前那样，可以忍着眼泪。这次我哭得很难看。他已经不是一开始的他。。我喜欢的他，是他伪装的他。原来的他，却一直在外面的逍遥自在。现在的我感觉就像染上了谜药。不停的沉迷，我不停的在追寻那从前的快乐，但真实的世界告诉我。回忆是永远的那么美丽，是多么的感动。但它不会再回来的。我心情真的有点矛盾。不是说面对现实，我最失败的就是面对不了自己。

This is calling true love

2010-09-29T06:52:00.005+08:00

look at this...i feel good!!!muackz!!!!!!!!1

thanks you friends

2010-07-21T05:08:00.002+08:00

一开始，我就选错了方向。原来身边朋友的劝告总是永远的清醒。谢谢他们，至少我现在的我不想再挣扎下去了。因为我真的受够了。是时候面对现实生活的开始。虽然我现在没能力去杠起这一切。因为我输了。但我会努力的，谢谢身边朋友一直的在支持我。。。<3

APHORISM: A SHORT, POINTED SENTENCE EXPRESSING A WISE OR CLEVER OBSERVATION OR A GENERAL TRUTH; ADAGE

2010-07-15T05:34:00.000+08:00

1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow.
2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail.
3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all.
4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs.
5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water.
6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night?
7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without.
8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks?
9. Scratch a cat and you will have a permanent job.
10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car.
11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity.
12. There are worse things than getting a call for the wrong number at 4am - it could be the right number.
13. No one ever says "It's only a game." when their team is winning.
14. I've reached the age where the happy hour is a nap.
15. Be careful reading the fine print. There's no way you're going to like it.
16. The trouble with bucket seats is that not everybody has the same size bucket.
17. Do you realize that in about 40 years, we'll have thousands of old men and old ladies running around with tattoos? (And rap music will be the Golden Oldies!) No! Say it isn't so!
18. Money can't buy happiness -- but somehow it's more comfortable to cry in a Porsche than in a Yaris.
19. After 60, if you don't wake up aching in every joint, you are probably dead!

shit thing come over and over

2010-06-16T15:43:00.003+08:00

Arggg...!!!I still got something i haven't let off yet, just because this happen I'd been cried for 2 hours..!I freaking hate it!!!Yesterday when i performance my dance, I did not realise that I disclose important part of mine..I mean a part of my body@@.I didn't mean to show it, and i felt shame because there were lots customers told me when i was finished my performance. I feel like wanna cry at the same time. The most important is my boy friend also at there, I wish I can get comfort from him, but he was yelled me when i back home and accused me I was really mean it to show it.

Everyone also know that was accident...It's a ACCIDENT!!!!Now even you apologize to me but i still very angry!!what da fucking shit are you thinking in your mind??Sometimes I'm feeling stupid to care about your feeling ..cause you never thinking about me.

bull shit friendship

2010-06-16T14:18:00.006+08:00

Yesterday i really upset when i worked. We were quarreling just because some small matter, I hope I can solve that problem ,but I know them making problem for me. So that I gave up my position in my job, It's not I don't have able to do a good job or be a good head in our dance group. I'm trying my best to treat them good,but now I have not the ability to endure everything. It's calling me ignore them**

Can somebody else tell me what i did wrong? If I did wrong anything please tell me face to face and I don't mind you point out the mistakes , I'll try to save whatever I can

I feel hurt when you treating me like this

Every time we talk about how to appreciate our friendship, I really mean it, but you're not.

You just pretend to be a my good enemy in your mind...Finally,you are honest to me..Damn!!!It's not surprising to me okay!!because i've already predicted how much moral standards of behavior you were..

Thanks for this friendship we ever had.

FIFA world cup

2010-06-11T15:18:00.000+08:00

Cindy and me

hahhaa..i look damn short without my high heels

Almost all the people are excited for the World Cup coming,

For this grand festival me and cindy were busy all the day. because we wanted to ordered a special football shirt for our event.

In fact, I'm not a football crazy fan, I just cheer for my friends, some of the fans.

stop ur stupid conversation plssss

2010-06-07T09:31:00.003+08:00

shut up!!!yes,better ask me shut up forever!!!!i'm going crazy now!!!harrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

Hey plssss,stop barking at me!!!bitch and bastard!!!zip ur mouth too..What shit i did on u???I'm trying to be good for u...Don't act like a grand infront of me...OK?get it!!!!If u think you r better than me then PLS!!!use ur intelligent to defeat me!!

new relationship

2010-03-24T03:30:00.002+08:00

I don't care what they said about us..I don't mind about our age..I just know i do love the way that he loving me..I love him so much...i promise him i will be his good girl..i really mean it..We are trying to get a new life,trying to understand each other..

Romantic Restaurant I Went Yesterday

2010-03-19T04:17:00.002+08:00

Cafe Cafe KL – Romantic Restaurant @ Jalan Maharajalela

THIS BLOG IS COPY FROM SOMEONE...AND I NEED TO THANKS HIM BECAUSE I ALREADY TRIED ALL THE FOOD HE INTRO ON THIS BLOG!!!AMAZING!!!I LOVE THIS RESTAURANT SO MUCH..

If you read my dining experience at Banquet, then you should probably know what I got to say for Cafe Cafe. Although not as disastrous, it was still quite a disappointing experience. For those who have never heard of Cafe Cafe before, well it’s a well hidden restaurant along Jalan Maharajalela, which happens to be the favorite restaurant for Amber Chia as well because of its deco.

Honestly, I didn’t like the main courses we had that day. What I feel about Cafe Cafe’s food is probably the exact opposite of what the rest of the food bloggers have written.
You might say that I don’t know how to appreciate fine dining and the sophisticated flavors. True. For me, it’s really simple – if the food tastes good then it’s enjoyable and worth paying for, regardless of the ingredients used whether its foie gras or truffle. Taste is just a subjective thing.

And because of that, I am not going to lie to you saying how good the Chef’s special of the day – Scrambled Egg was. It was very runny and you must really love garlic a lot to appreciate the super strong garlic smell.

I knew Cafe Cafe was going to be expensive so I was not very shocked when I saw the orange juice being priced at RM18 a glass, or RM14 for an imported French Pink Lemonade.

This is one of the highly recommended dish at Cafe Cafe – Burgundy Cheeks of Wagyu with Red Wine Sauce, served with Du Puy Lentils and Seasonal Mushroom @ RM72. If you’re wondering, the cheeks mentioned here do refer to the facial cheek of the cow. Lentils are those bean looking things, which are basically tasteless but very nutritional.
While I do admit the cheeks was amazingly tender – so tender I almost couldn’t believe I can break it with the softest poke using my fork, I disliked the Red Wine Sauce a lot for its bitterness. Not the kind of sauce for me, I guess.

The Lamb Shank was served with red wine sauce as well, so.. read what I had to say about the Wagyu Cheeks again?

The dessert – Chocolate Tart was good though. It’s easy because chocolate is loved universally lol.

it’s undeniable that Cafe Cafe is one romantic restaurant. The decorations might be a weee little bit too much for me personally but the ambiance will definitely get you into mood. It is the kind of place where a guy would want to bring his special one for a mesmerized evening over a candle-light meal.

Cafe Cafe KL
175, Jalan Maharajalela
50150 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
Open daily 6:00pm to 12:00am. For lunch, please call to inquire.
Tel : 603-21458141
GPS Coordinates: N3 08.167 E101 42.219 (malfreemaps

A part of upset story from my life

2010-03-11T06:15:00.006+08:00

I wish i don't have to hide anything .I wish i could share with them everything about me..but there are a few hang-ups i can' get passed yet. Could everything becomes easy for me?? Even though we live in such a big city,the teaching community is so small!no matter what is happening ther is always a buzz about who did what and who is dating whom..Gossip really becomes a part of everyone's life .

Especially i work at night..It really makes me troublesome..

In my life,a lots of people they are misunderstand about me,I've tried to explain to them but it became worse to me.

Am i really look such a bow-wow?I just want to be good friend with them.

No one wants to be blown out by someone they care about..It was the first time in my life that i had crapped out of doing something i really wanted to

,because i was afraid i would fail..now i prefer alone.

when i would feel depressed i would go to the starbucks cafe and get a large Java Chip to settle my fix!

BF>>>>

2010-02-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

i think i get a better bf now...at least better than my ex7839284092379472 times...

M.G.A.Y reunion at Sunway

2010-01-31T19:27:00.004+08:00

Grace,Andonie,Yanny are my best friends..We know each other since we are 5 years old..Guess what??!!!we never flight before..but we always argue because a little thing..but that time we were so young la.We seldom see each other after from 5.. Everyone have thier own busy life..even they are so free they also accompany their bf 1..bf is important than best friends forever..YES!!DAMN~this is them!!!!but I never mind about this..best friend is never kira 1^^

miss that time we are young

WHYYYY..they always like to ask me pretend like a monkey??

yeah...freak me out

yes lala moi~

I dun mind pretend so rude in front of my best friends,because they like me do like this so much..I've no idea..because they jealous of me..Ooppss,noNono!!!hahhaah

daddy & mummy.. ILY

2010-01-29T20:40:00.001+08:00

ur ugly daughter..hhhahaha..freak u out!!!!!

my sweetest daddy&mummy

long time i didn't hang out with them..miss them so muchh....we went to pavillion shopping yerr..Seriously,i really scared of go out with my dad..because he alyaws nag at me..lols..i freaking hate it..but today he was happy..smile at me all the day!!!!woww..1st time peace when we out..

He told me he was planning buy a house for me..HUh???don't make me shock ok???I'm fucking excited ok!!!hahhaa..This year,lol...i'm waiting it so long..hope my daddy doesn't bluff me...love them..muackz...

FULL HOUSE RESTAURANT CAFE--Jln yap kwan seng~

2010-01-28T07:20:00.007+08:00

Oh...Heard my friends mentioning a Fullhouse Cafe in Jalan Yap Kwan Seng,but i never go there..Since sunday nothing to do. let's head to the fullhouse for lunch lorrr...and TAke some pics**yuhoo~
OH my god...the house is sweet,just like a dreaming house i wanted when i was young..^^But damn it..I choose a hot temperature day go to there.I was sweating inside the house,there is no aircond.I think next time i should go at night@.@

They said the night scene is very beautiful!!can KLCC there.. I swear i wanna go again!!!

Take some pics** check it out~^^

full house cafe

mushroom soup..NICE^^

I forgot what is the name of this fish chop..Seriously,i dun like to eat..

'Am i cute" this little girl asked me....wooww..so CUTE!!!

she wanna take pic with me^^she like a babydoll

sweet bed...@@

OoPPpss...can i sleep awhile??

hahahha.this loooks like funny

lols..i like this

and some Stuff you can get from FULLHOUSE.. Guess what??!!

don't be surprise that something here are MADE IN FULLHOUSE...

woow..display only..but looks like yummy yummy~

outside fullhouse~

i can't open my eyes~ bright sunshine**

wooww the restaurant that got a MINI COOPER infront of the main entrance.I think it can't use anymore. . and it's cute colour paint.

Finally...oUr CluB oPen LuuuOOO~

2010-01-27T09:08:00.006+08:00

So happy today....I can work!!!but i was late to work..gam nah sai!!!My face is looks blur all the day..like not enough sleep.._>_<

camwhore blur face

All Club eleven staff party in phuture

2010-01-23T12:43:00.001+08:00

i really want slap 9 the left hand side's fella!!!

Well..We were too boring,so that my boss treated us to do whatever we want..so good...Drink,Eat,Play all is free since we became a unemployed..hahhaa..i wanna to play like a crazy woman that actually,haiz...but all my boss's friends is DATO arhh this la that la..lols,i've no choice,i have to pretend a graceful girl there..Sien-.-

Crazy in OpERa

2010-01-22T06:30:00.001+08:00

Actually we wanna hunting in opera that day,hahhahah... 4 girls went to there...Arghhh,so many guys come to flirt with us..lols,they so so so Funny..and i'm absolutely don't like them...I never bother them and there's no one is attract my attentions!!!..so that we just kept on take photo there..camera is non-stop flashing..Because we are so boring there..

Be good at Spend money all the time+.+

2010-01-20T15:43:00.006+08:00

weYYYY...Pavillion again,Only went into Top Shop,i've already spent RM 600...I dare not spend too much money since i don't have work now-.-..I know i should to stop it..If not i will bankrupt again.. I wanna control,CONTROL!!!!!!!

mango looloo~

.....wait for my friend treat me eat an expensive dinner,hahhaa..HE REALLY DO!!!!!GREAT^^

HaJimeee in JaLaN AmPang

my favor

chicken pizza

2k snooker entertainment

my snooker Skill is good until you can't image that is me!!!!!How much u want to bet with me??huh??hahhaa my

boss...Yvonne..her skills is bad..Aww~

(KAYU) Taman permaisuri~

The BIGGEST Roti tisu in malaysia,5ringgit for 1 piece..Damn tasty..^^Thumb thumb up!!!!

boring time...

2010-01-18T20:31:00.001+08:00

Since i don't have to work..My life is damn boring lols~!I don't even know how to spend my time,everyday go out..shopping,shopping and shopping...Even go difference shopping complex but the thing is not much different what!!!!Awww...Currently obsess to play mahjong^^gambling with my boss..lucky i always win money,not much la..but At least everytime still got money can put inside my pocket...^^

Our cLub is temporary closed

2010-01-16T10:42:00.002+08:00

Yerr..why so unlucky one???I just back kl..They told me our club got some problem..So have to close temporary..We are unemployed now..OMG..habis habis..Maybe this is good for me,i can take care my hand properly at this time..No need dance what..^^

but i'm be worried,how long do our club close??I'm need alot of money because CNY is coming..

Such a bad day(accident)

2010-01-15T06:28:00.002+08:00

I was accident when i'm going to ipoh...It's suck!!! I've tried to stop other car and help me,but there is no one is stopped..Finally police came and helped me..I thought i'll die in that accident..i can't control my car..because i drove too fast..180km.lols!!!!I'm so lucky,i can't even image my body didn't get any hurt..only my hand burned by fire..It's not a big injured,but i know there will leave a scar =.=..My car is worst,OMG!!!i didn't cry even my hand is damn pain..I just cried when i was looking at my car.
Police tried to advise me to go hospital 1st,but i don't want. Cause i wanna settle all the thing 1st..MY baby car is hurt..
At last,I wanna thanks 1 of my friend..since there is far away from kl,but he still came to tapah's police station see me,and my family..i swear i won't let them worry about me again..Look at my mum,she looks like want crying when she saw me..I'm a bad daughter..She asked me why i don't want to back home see them since i so free and why wanna go to ipoh find my friends??I can't answer her, i just keep quite.
I'm feel guilty..I'm sorry..sorryyyyyyy~

Yeah..Man show

2010-01-05T05:33:00.000+08:00

This is call Yeng!!!Gaya!!Handsome!!cool!!..thanks for my dear friends..I was laughing until cry when i saw u pose like this!!!lols^^luv it

HaPPY nEw YeAr 2010

2010-01-01T07:20:00.004+08:00

Thanks michael,finally i get my birthday present from you. I'm very happy. This year is the worst new year i ever had. Alone count down with myself, but at last got a stupid guy accompany me go to 24 hours's KFC eat after i finished work. Although I felt that very lonely with my 2010, but i know still got alot of friends care about me. They always around me. Boy friend to me is not important now, GuESS WHAT!!!He never by my side when i need him.Anyway,the most important thing is work hard in this year.^^ peace and smile~

Oh My God...Ur PaPa come our place again!!!!

2009-12-26T12:22:00.003+08:00

Somebody Call 999!!!!lols,hahahah...we caught by police again...Good JOB...No wonder,they are so free..Lucky i was safe...1 of police asked a girl why her urine's colour looks like yellow..HELOOOO..police Abang!!!urine colour is not yellow then must be transparent 1 la!!!so curious for what???Sohai lol!!The girl answer him "that mean yours one is blue colour"?ahahahHAha....ermm..i think so

My santau claus is not coming on christams

2009-12-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

Daren....he doesn't let me take his pic..>.<

jerry boy and me

zhao du DJ SKY

Wooww...christmas just like usual,no any special..-.-..just meet up with Mr.doo doo and go out and see him spinnnn whole night in disco..1st time see him,hahaha..he looks sweet and handsome,he makes my eyes keep on looking at him.Arghhh,he almost pretty than girl,hahaha!!..and he spinning Not bad,he got talent..^^and i'm kinda in love with him^^..How is my EX"S??Haiz,i shouldn't mentioning him,but i know him sure enjoy with someone else..no doubt..He always like this^^..Wish him good luck~

Starting a new job

2009-12-24T05:48:00.003+08:00

Today i started to work as a dancer,it damn tired.
Everything just like chaos, because today is 1st day start to business and alot things haven't set up yet..I've no idea, because my boss want to start business before christmas.
luckily today sales is not bad.
Today i got a bad news and good news
=Bad news is today i went to maxis centre and checked my bill list.
My maxis bill totally is two thousands and two hundred!!!
OMG!!!!Because i use roaming lines at oversea
and i just came back from hong kong,i don't realize my bill will
such expensive like this.=.= I don't have money to pay all of this.
So that...what i can do now?payment by instalments,lols.
It is worst..I'm very poor now~
=Good news is i got a message on MSN 23/12/2009
The message makes me get my smile again..
Although the message just writes merry christmas and bye.
But it is sweet..thanks you..thx your msg

Fed up 2009

2009-12-23T01:12:00.005+08:00

Life is very complicated...
Can you just understand how is my feeling?

Waste your time to hit back that person u hate and love,

=.=better use your time to improve urself.
Can you stop to fight everything?
Could it be that we have been this way?
I know you think that I am trying,but i'm not..
I decided to work as a dancer again.
Maybe its not a good decision.
and i won't just because i wanna work
then give up my study.
I know it is hard to me,anyway i just wanna try my best.
The most important thing is all i need is money now.
I just want to depend myself to get everything.
I've never do a such thing like you think.
I just wanna be a person of authority,
Its doesn't mean i wanna win all the things..
I just want to get back what i lost..
That's all i want..
I've never want to pretend strong,
I just don't want be a weaker in your eyes.

What I Want in a Man

2009-12-22T18:23:00.008+08:00

What I Want in a Man, Original List: 1. Handsome

2. Charming

3. Financially successful

4. A caring listener

5. Witty

6. In good shape

7. Dresses with style

8. Appreciates finer things

9. Full of thoughtful surprises

10. An imaginative, romantic lover

What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 36)

1. Nice looking

2. Opens car doors, holds chairs

3. Has enough money for a nice dinner

4. Wants to talk to me.

5. Laughs at my jokes

6. Carries bags of groceries with ease

7. Has at least one shirt with the arms cut out

8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal

9. Loves to go for drives

10. Seeks romance at least 3 times a week

What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42)

1. Not too ugly

2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car

3. Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally

4. Nods head when I'm talking

5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes

6. Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture

7. Wears a shirt that covers his stomach

8. Knows not to buy champagne with screw-top lids

9. Remembers to put the toilet seat down

10. Shaves most weekends

What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 52)

1. Keeps hair in nose and ears trimmed

2. Doesn't belch or scratch in public

3. Doesn't borrow money too often

4. Doesn't nod off to sleep when I'm venting

5. Doesn't retell the same joke too many times

6. Is in good enough shape to get off couch on weekends

7 . Usually wears matching socks and fresh underwear

8. Appreciates a good TV dinner

9. Remembers your name on occasion

10. Shaves some weekends

What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 62)

1. Doesn't scare small children

2. Remembers where bathroom is

3. Doesn't require much money for upkeep

4. Only snores lightly when asleep

5. Remembers why he's laughing

6. Is in good enough shape to stand up by himself

7. Usually wears some clothes

8. Likes soft foods

9. Remembers where he left his teeth

10. Remembers that it's the weekend

What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 72)

1. Breathing

2. Doesn't miss the toilet

Rihanna - Take A Bow

2009-12-17T04:15:00.001+08:00

I wanna thanks for all your friends and your mum telling the truths to me, even though it is beyond my expectations.

but that is Great..I'm suprise,i'm shock!!!! Can u tell me there is how many truths behind the hides? Don't tell me this is a misunderstand,don't tell me they were bluffing at me.. If you think hiding is the best way to avoid making me unhappy , you're totally wrong!!!I hate you!!!!

mY EnDinG daY

2009-12-06T05:28:00.006+08:00

(Happy one year of knowing you, bye) I just recieved the message at 2.52 am 6/12/2009
I didn't reply. I wonder what i should to reply. 1 year went by just like i'm dreaming.
I wish i could live in my dream forever, but i'm awake now.
First day my life without you,your shaddow, your smell,
disappear from my life
Broken promise, Broken heart, Broken love..

***********************
'Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
So love the people who treat you right,
Forget about the ones who don't,
And believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
They just promised it would be worth living..'

LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WAITING FOR THE STORM TO PASS...
IT'S LEARNING HOW TO DANCE IN THE RAIN !

MY wish for you:
-where there is pain,i wish you peace and mercy
-where there is self-doubting,i wish you a renewed confidence in your ability to work through it
-where there is tiredness, or exhaustion,i wish you understanding,patience, and renewed strength
-where there is fear, i wish you love and courage

CloSe tO End Of tHe YeaR

2009-12-05T05:44:00.009+08:00

Last month,I had been in trouble, luckily everything was smoothly now. Actually i've no much choice in my life,since we live in a imperfect world,so why we too disappointed if things go wrong? What i expect for? Just try my best to solve when everything seems to be against me. Sometimes, i really fed up with my attitude,i can't believe how quickly time goes by when i'm working myself. I thought i will happy when i become rich. In fact,it's not. My parents told me that happily has nothing to do with money-it's just state of mind. Ya! i get it now!!! To me life satisfiction and happy are more important than everything. Of course my family is 1st la,nothing can replace them.^^2009 is going to end. LOLSsss Chirstmas and New Year is coming soon and i'm looking forward a special treat,hehe~SUSPRISE^^

ViSiteD BerYl's chocolate factory>>hO Ho hO YummY

2009-12-04T22:52:00.018+08:00

I'm Beryl's chocolate and SUsu,hiak hiak

Chocolate's History

Beryl's chocolate collection

How difficult to take this pic,there are not allowed to take any photo

I get scold so many times..=.=

Chocolate shop,cheaper than outside...

There are a lot of testing chocolate,i was eating like a hungry ghost..^^

SINCE 1995

These are my favourite chocolate.Especially is TIRAMISU

haiZ!!! What is that?

2009-11-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

This thing has been two weeks in my face. I had seen a doctor before, and finished all the midicine. But my situation is even worse than before. So I decided to do scans.

The report explain there is a 3cm x2.1cm x 1.6cm, density mass cystic mass in my left cheek, located along the anterior margin of the left masseter muscle, anterior to the masticator space. i don't know what the hell is that!!!

It's really make me pain like hell@@@

I asked the doctor what is that actually, the doctor also confused the answer. I asked him,is it that is tumour? He asked me go back eat the medicine 1st, see whether the medicine can cure it or something else, i'm really don't know how serious the thing

in my situation now. I just know the thing won't threat to my life~

After the doctor said, If the medicine doesnt work after 1 week,

then i have to do the operation on my face or take out the shit thing from inside my mouth!!!!OMG,ARE YOU SERIOUS MAN?!!! I don't want!!!T.T~

All the things are really wear on me!!!!

2009-10-31T05:09:00.003+08:00

Why? Why that unfortunate things have been around me!!!
Grandpa, don't leave us!!!!
I wish I could go to the hospital accompany him.
He still in the operating room.
The doctor said that his chance of survival is not what we expect~
WTF!!!! I don't believe the truth when I got their call!!
I'm alone at home now,my heart is heavy.
Whom can I talk to?
I'm looking at the computer, I can't sleep, I'm really sad!!!
GOD~please bless him..

PhuTUre niGht

2009-10-25T06:06:00.007+08:00

hang out with some crazy friends..~might to see u all next week

~we burn the dance floor again,ok?!!haha

HEllo,pOliCe coMe!!!checking checking!!!!

2009-10-24T14:18:00.006+08:00

I 'm a good girl,that's why the urine test is negative.

hehe~what i mean is i'm really lucky,thanks GOD!!!!

I can finish it.Believe it or not?

Hello mummy?Did you see me on tv3 or ntv7??

Oh my babe,please calm down!!!!don't run here run there!!

NOTHING!!!Just want to show my (hole)!!!!

police come lu~..bibo,bibo,bibo!!!

Yesterday got operasi at some where club. . There are NTV7 and TV3 reporters came to the scene. Lols, i forgot to bring my wallet come out. Fortunately, the police didn't ask too much,only asked me to write down the ic number, address and name. We are forced to do the urine test, what the HELL, we are very nervous, Y?Emkeke(because sometime we are good girls and boys).The most special thing is that one of the girl fighting with a policewoman,the scene was rioted ,we didn't know what is the going on, but it is very excited. haha~ Congratulations!!!

wHen It iS GonE...

2009-10-19T11:11:00.012+08:00

Time of day by day,finally i learn to give up something. In fact,when some of the people really give up someone, for their love and everything for them, it will become a strange feeling...Maybe forgotten. Maybe confused. May not be feeling. Complex as those in the past. Perhaps sometime we can recall those images, those smiles, those tears ,but it is difficult to recall once had feelings. It disappeared from the memories ~
I didn't miss him.I wonder that i have forgotten what the feeling of miss him.
Everything was in disappeared. .
i wish i can remember that way that i love him,
that kisses that he kiss me,that smell that he has,
that smiles that he always smile to me ,that tears because of our love...
I don't know how long i can remember, maybe..

I've never thought of giving up easily because of a lie.
But the story is his beginning is a lie. . . but in the end of the countless lies.

Lies make him lost everything ,lost himself, and lost our love..

SATurdaY NIt3 (POLICE UNIFORM)

2009-09-21T14:16:00.004+08:00

BB Tammy n Me

Fion&ME

MunMun&ME

Fion&Jess

We are running these function again on last Saturday. i'm very lazy description, see pictures la~

~HAPPY SUNDAY~

2009-09-14T14:25:00.021+08:00

my new LV bag
SUNWAY LAGOON

"plz,don't kill me"

huhu~tiger

SHIHOMI and KENT

i know i'm ugly...so what?

ME AND CUTE SHIHOMI

i don't konw what am i doing there,mayb zhao du

dun scare..jiejie come and hug u,haha~

BAR B Q,yummy yummy!!!

waiting for my friends

they called me fat chicken,wooo~i like it

fatty model..haha

Yesterday we went to SUNWAY , because I have a friend from Japan, she wanted to go back. But I'm very sorry, because yesterday I was late, and when i reached there, it is too unluncky because raining heavy outside. Haha, that no one can play. After I with my friends went to SUNWAY PRIRAMID which a restaurant called BAR B Q and we ate lunch at there. Actually we are waiting for my friends to come. finally they called me and said they wanted to eat KFC. LOLS!!!!I'gonna faint!

Honestly, I don't have mood to shopping yesterday. Sunddenly,my phone rang ya~ is one of my friends call me. He said he had to go to Hong Kong tomorrow, so he asked me to meet at STARHILL. Fortunately, he remembers that he still owes me a birthday gift(LV BAG). WOOOOO~happy like hell!!!At least he complete his commitments.hehe~

After i quickly called my friend who came from japan and apologize again with them.Because I really have to go and my bag bag is waiting for me,hehe~ I'm sorry(si ri mak sei)

...........What the F***, we waited a long time at starhill there but he hasn't arrived yet.

So we stray outside the pavement. Finally he came, and i was very excited to go inside and choose which i like. But in the end, he bought that BAG is not that I want one. WTV la, he said he prefers that, so I had to listen to him. In fact, that BAG also look nice, but I think the bigger size looks better ~Anyway,thank you!!!

I with my friends were exhausted and hungry like hell. So, we went to a Western restaurant for dinner. GOSH!!!!! I forgot the allergy still haven't get well yet!!!!! I ate a lot of seafood.Finlally i began to itch after eating.AhshHHHH~

After dinner,we went to watch a 3D movie (FINAL DESTINATION)赞!!!GREAT!!!

I almost finished all the battery i have last nite..So today ponteng Class and sleep at home~hoho

Doctor said that I have food allergies, really?

2009-09-11T16:58:00.008+08:00

UPLOAD NEW PHOTOS

food Allergies??

Just now I went to see a doctor just because i have a few days the body itch and i'm not feeling well too. Doctor said that I have food allergies, huh??really?But I have no such sensitivity before. The doctor asked what food I've eaten after the feeling began to itch? I remember that I have not eaten any food that day,

I just drink a lot of my mother don the BIRD'S NEST.

Any wrong i drink it too much?

I have many bloody friends all make fun of me.

They say I have a body of poor person so I can't afford a good tonic,

that is why sensitive. They really abominable!!! BULLSHIIIIIT~

After the consultant, I was dragging for a while.

Because that doctor said it must be injected to get better soon!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!#$%@!&*$

It wasn't an injection, there were two injections!!!!

ADUH~my backside is pain! I even cry, WOooo~ too lost face!!

After this the doctor gave me a few days of MC,hohoho..GOOD good GOOD~ because he wanted me have a good rest. I hope it will recover tomorrow. because I already can't stand this feeling. I even have scratched it hurt. hope that it won't leave scars.

21st Century FACTS

2009-09-09T19:09:00.012+08:00

21st Century FACTS

Our communication - Wireless

Our phones - Cordless

Our cooking - Fireless

Our food - Fatless

Our Sweets - Sugarless

Our labor - Effortless

Our relations - Fruitless

Our attitude - Careless

Our fee lin gs - Heartless

Our politics - Shameless

Our education - Worthless

Our Mistakes - Countless

Our youth - Jobless

Our Ladies - Topless

Our Boss - Brainless

Our Jobs - Thankless

Our arguments - Baseless

Our Needs - Endless

Our situation - Hopeless

Our Salaries - Less and less

NatIONal DaY at GenTinG HiGhlanDs

2009-09-01T20:49:00.015+08:00

lollipop with me~

In the haunted house outside, that person is very funny!

zhao du pose

GENTING HIGHLANDS

What de F**k~it is very Ugly!!!HAHA.that is Very funny glasses

My best friend^^Didi and me

Miss my childhood

recently im eat too much,im fat now~T_T"

At 30th August that day, actually I have to work, but i was sick that day, so very lazy to work. That night I had with my friends to go GENTING HIGHLANDS countdown and watch fireworks. However, a very traffic jam halfway, so we missed it . A lot of people there that day, we are looking around and ate supper after that back to the hotel and sleep. The next day, we are plan to go OUTDOOR had to play, but in the afternoon, I have started not feeling well, i'm really fed up with it!!! So we only play at indoor there and taking some pictures. I was into the casino to gamble. Haha, i didnt win!!! In the evening, we went home. Because I have a lot of things to do, work!!work!!work!!SIEN~

~T2 annivesary~

2009-09-01T19:55:00.007+08:00

Yvonne Lam,Me,Tammy

Recently, I have a lot of work and i'm really busy like hell. From JOHOR back, we went to a entertainment. They held an anniversary on that day. There is not a lot of people. Almost be regarded as the failure of the anniversary. Anyway, we still have to perform. Haiz..work as a recreational~~
Many people asked me why we have to wear so sexy. In fact, costumes must want attractive lo!!!And dancer also as a normal job, we're not selling our bodies. We are just performing on stage. Whatever la, I don't think this career is a shame.hehe~Anyway,i think the most important is enjoy myself~

At JoHOr

2009-09-01T18:52:00.015+08:00

my agent..Yvonne lam and me

at hotel~nice...

make up time..yuhoo~

wif sexy bitch~anne chong

safety first...H1N1

wif manager ah JOHN

dancer Yvonne Lam,Ann,Sexy Mandy,Anne Chong,Me

OMG!!!im fat now!!! haha~funny face~yvonne lam,mcmandy,ann,anne chong

Last Wednesday and Thursday, we at JOHOR have a job. I'm very happy with my old friends meet again. Seriously, this show made me very nervous, because it must perform some difficult movements and then i also didnt dance with them for a long time. So we go there early and rehearsal. while i was rehearsalling i got injured so many times, what the hell!! It is really painful!!! Fortunately, when we perform, we are successfully completed. I'm really tired ah, over there almost sick. Poor girl.

我化妆的小故事

2009-08-17T05:58:00.015+08:00

我网友希望我可以跟她分享我一些化妆的东西,

所以我特地在这里跟她分享,还有你们哦.

BASIC部分我用的是M.A.C的粉液和粉饼腮红是BOBBI BROWN的牌子

眼的部分平常我用的都是一般容易买到的牌子,KATE的EYES SHADOW,
MAYBELLINE的VOLUM EXPRESS WATERPROOF MASCARA这个

超好用!!!防水而且可以把眼睫毛化的很密很浓!!假眼睫毛我觉得在KL金河三楼

的一个档口,那边有很多不同的款式,可以试试看哦.

GLUE OF ARTIFICAL EYELASHES和EMPRO的眼眉笔在

SASA也买得到,也很好用哦,眼线笔在普通市场买的,超黑!!!

如果想把自己的眼睛变得更加有神,不妨试一试戴加大眼珠的隐形眼镜哦.

因为我每天熬夜和不够睡的关系,

所以眼睛一时还会有水肿的问题偶尔也会有大小眼出现的情况,

所以我会用双眼贴把它弄的平均.嘻嘻

这是我常用的口红RED EARTH,比一般的耐,不容易没光泽!!!在SASA就可以买得到了~

before and after

或许有人觉得平凡就是美,但一时我觉得化妆可以增加自己的信心而且也算的是一种礼貌~有些人很在乎别人化妆前后的差别,为何要在乎这些东西呢?而且一时还把它当成闲言的话题?化妆品卖得很贵,如果化了等于没化,那我们只不过在伤害自己的皮

肤或在浪费钱吗?要化的美就要更会

去保养自己的皮肤哦.其实我们都不需要去羡慕别人,

因为在这世界上,没有丑的女人,只有懒的女人~想想

一时偶尔把自己打扮得漂亮,心情也会比较开朗哦~**化妆品已成了现在的时尚,到处也可以找到化妆技巧的杂志.我也在努力的学好各种化妆的技巧,而且我最爱看女人我最大的节目哦~哈哈...怎样都好其实最重要的是~人美心要更美哦~加分!!!

Bloody classmates!!!!!haha~

2009-08-12T20:12:00.006+08:00

To my classmates, thank you Oh!!!! QIN KEN!!!!

I gonna kill u~
don't try to take my photos when i'm sleeping in the class!!!!

Teacher, I'm sorry you ~ I'm not deliberately sleeping in the class~ha ha!!!

I don't wish my photos to be printed posters and posted on the school walls!!

don't called me pig~im NOT!!

KENT,you better watch out!!!!

~从恶梦里再次的唤醒~

2009-08-11T05:13:00.009+08:00

我终于从恶梦里再次的唤醒

我想这恶梦不会再出现在我的世界里

我哭了醒了发现感觉是痛的

只有自己才能清楚什么是真什么是假

谢谢你让我再次有这一个恶梦

如果不是这恶梦,我也分不清楚真实的你...

很多话我一直梗在喉咙,我说不出口

我不想用不成熟的方式去发泄这一切

所以我决定走出回忆从来..

希望明天会更好..

tEmPorArY PerFormAncE

2009-08-05T03:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, our bosses have held dance competitions. Because insufficient number of participants, so my boss asked me to temporary performance. Ha ha,lols,I was wearing high heels too high, and the ground is damn slippery, I almost fell. At that time, I also very nervous. Fortunately, in my performances, I have been a lot of people screaming ... hahaha,I would like to thank everyone's support.

21 YeArs Old'S bIRthDaY PaRtY

2009-08-04T05:34:00.029+08:00

LOLS!!!i have the

old one-year-old,it
just like time flies blink of an eye.I am 21 years old oh~Damn pity!Althrough my birthday in this year,I don't have a boyfriend to accompany me,but I have a lot of friends who have been accompanying me.
I have started a few days ago to celebrate my birthday in advance, and also cut a lot of different cakes. because my friend told me that one CAKE can make a wish and they hope I can make alot of wishes in this year too~

I don't know how to say,My heart still feel that something less in my birthday this year. maybe my family didn't celebrate it with me ~PLEASE GOD, I hope you will bless all people i love..hehe,serious la~

^^In fact, the past few days I get afraid to eat CAKE. because i really eat too much cake la.haha~

Last night, all my crazy friends
threw the cake,and
made me very dirty. But the worst is one of my friends, he was like a Santa Claus,haha we get really funny.Anyway. I really Thanks very much to my friends,thank for your special celebration for me, and I know you all don't wish to see I'm not happy. I'm sorry,i won't let u all worry about me anymore.I will well-behaved. In fact,in this year is the first time I have so many times to celebrate the birthday. LALALA~

Finally , I would also like to thank those my friends through the msg to blessing me,

THANKS YOU!!!!I LOVE U,MY FRIENDS...

WisH A hAPPY biRtHdaY tO mYsELF

2009-08-03T21:09:00.006+08:00

This song is a translation from Chinese to English. Name is zu wo sheng ri kuai le~
Ya,my birthday is coming tonite..so i sing a song to myself and wish a happy birthday to myself.

^^^^^^^^^
I know that sadness will not be able to change anything.If that's the case then let me be honest a little bit.To be honest that's it's difficult to avoid an unruly betrayal,I can only close the door and ignore the world.Sitting alone inside this empty space,let the cellphone rest for a night~So difficult,i feel like cutting off all the frames of memory.These tears can no longer shed past midnight.Happy birthday,i said to myself.As the candles are blown,loneliness lit up,tears are melted away.I want to thank for that you gave and took away.Still miss you,carries a little scar.Only time,can heal the wound. Passionate love leaves painful traces,as the picture replays.Wish me a happy birthday~

DinnEr wiT mY FrieNds

2009-08-03T03:31:00.035+08:00

Last night,I with my friends to eat dinner and they help me celebrate my birthday in advance.We went a restaurant in KL called BREAD & OLIVES, where the food is very expensive and I think that their food is not good taste. However, there place is my choice, because i didn't go there before,just want to try thier food.ha ha.I order the different types of dishes, appetizer is loaded patato munchshin,mushroom soup,and spaghentti marinara,BBQ spring chicken and dessert is tiramisu.But only delicious snacks that they TIRAMISU. Anyway,i very happy also to enjoy with my friends together.Thanks my friends have always accompanied me..i love u all~

GoOdBYE mY L0vE

2009-08-02T17:56:00.011+08:00

He called me today, I feel very sad.I cried for a long time,I'm sorry I can't accept your apology.I hope you understand me,I don't want to repeat again and again that the sad thing.Can you don't let me think about you again?As I love you,I don't have the courage to say for you.I find it difficult to escape from this sad area,perhaps I should be afraid of being hurt.If you love me, please bless me. For me,when a person owns less what they want, it will always be the best.I hope that you will be happy,may need time to forget this.Now,I only hope that i have a good new life. Thank you for giving me everythings, have a happy and sad memories,it will become the good memories of my lifetime.

SaD dAY

2009-08-01T06:10:00.006+08:00

Last week I told a lie to deceive myself, I also can't sleep all day. My heart is very heavy, I want to cry, but I can't. So I had to get drunk. Later, I found that sad time, i harder to get drunk. Just the beginning, my pain and rapid heart beat. I thought I was drunk myself. In fact, it is not!!! I can't do nothing, i'm not feeling like speaking. That night, outside run under the rain, I feel even worse. Why am I so sad for?